I live in a small town but plan to get the hell outta dodge real soon. I have a wonderful and beautiful girlfriend of almost a year now. I can't wait for forever with her, I love her to death.
Anyway, uh yeah. Is that all I'm supposed to say on here? That's all y'all are getting. Sorry 'bout it. But not.
i’m so scared, i’m so scared that the last weeks i’ve felt like 6 months ago again, suicidal. sad. mad. triggered. everything
i’m so scared i’m falling back, i can’t have that anymore, i can’t feel that way anymore, i can’t take it anymore, i’m so scared. so fucking scared. i won’t survive another couple of days like 2013.. i just won’t